sekali ade bomb daa kat oslo
serentak dengan open shot org giler mane ntah
terbantut hasrat nak ke norway
camne?

call kak nep
die rilek je tanye;
besar ke bom? bape yg mati? org giler pye keje ke?
kalau org giler tempatan xde pe nye
sekejap je tu..
g je la..xde pape

hahaha...lawak la kak nep
mmg rock!
lagipun conference kat trondheim kan...
xyah ar masuk ikut oslo...
dari stockholm lagi dekat
OK! feel better now!

kejadian dramatic di lab..

PRAKKSS!!! (a glassware has broken)

sensei: OMG! what I've done! Is it your samples?
me: yes! but don't worry. The reaction just completed.
sensei: I'm so sorry
me: no! no! that was my fault. I should take off my sample right after the reaction.
sensei: no! no! clearly my fault. I'm sorry. what a shame!
me: no! no! my fault. And please don't be so nervous. I think the samples can be saved.
sensei: God...I'm really2 sorry...
G.S (my lab mate): Sorry guys. I think it was my fault. The accident happened because I was standing here taking too much space...giving a limited space to everyone else to move around.
me & sensei: ek??!!! (speechless...and yes, obviously he is bigger than us)

Yes...this is Japanese culture...
they rather take a responsible than blaming others
and G.S, he is an indian..almost 10 years in Japan
makes him acted as japanese

Me? I think I'm kind a person who hardly to offer an apology
But what happened today was a great lesson
whereas I am a muslim, a prophet Muhammad follower..
What a shame!

Siap!
akhirnya siap gak slide conference
mujahadah nak siapkan
weekend dduk terperap ngadap slide ni
malas punye pasal

bukan susah pon, dah berkurun dok polish data tu
then dah banyak kali present depan sensei
mase chuu-kan hapyo je dah berapa kali dah present
patut 10 minit dah leh siap slide
tapi malasnye ...hanya Tuhan je yang tahu

Khamis ni leh praktis depan sensei
rase dorang xde banyak songeh
x berape layan sangan conference ni
journal lebih penting bagi depa

so, ni nak siapkan paper pulak
cam xleh siap je
xpe, yang penting story line kne prepare
introduction ni payah sikit ni
asik ubah2 je center of story die nih

part result and discussion boleh copy and paste je
dari dari draft ari tu
tambah part application je kne karang baru
then introduction kne rombak balik
kne banyak bace journal resourse/ energy/ power

sok mesti draft boleh siap. Insya-Allah
alamak...work plan utk plating work lagi
adus, ape nak tunjuk mase meeting selase depan
mati la...

Gini la agaknye gaya researcher kat jepun nih
hidup utk kerja je..ape ntah yg dikejar
sampai terperuk kat umah time weekend
kadang2 dok pk gak...selamanye ke aku nak idup camni?
banyak ke boleh sumbang utk agama dan bangsa nih

xpe...niatkan ni jalan menuntut ilmu untuk mendapatkan keredhaan Allah
ya Allah, janganlah engkau jadikan usaha lahiriah aku ini sia2
tambahkanlah ketaqwaan ku padaMu melalui jalan ini ya ALLAH...

Fuh...lega
dah start guna aircond secara rasminya hari ni
panas giler dlm umah
pasang kipas pon angin haba die bagi
sauna juga!

before this x terase
sbb weekend je kat lab
or ke Tokyo
hri ni g lab ja, ttup furnace
then trus singgah Jason bli ais krim
buka puasa dgn ais krim
puasa sunat syaaban konon
sekerat hari je
xtahan

then terus balik umah
x kuase nk wat xperimen
banyak kojo nak siapkan

1. paper pasal Ni3C...data dah complete
tinggal nk writing
and TEM data...and NMR...and ERS...
eh, banyak lagi data xde ropenye
tp xpe, tinggal supporting data je
TEM tu xde data pn dah leh start writing

2. new proposal for non-aqueous plating.
dah lama dok pk idea ni
last2 Abe sensei approve jugak
lepas aku buktikan dgn unexpected experiment finding
terbeliak sensei
melompat2 excited die
then die terus suruh deal dgn Murakami sensei
sbb plating mmg bidang Murakami sensei
now i can speak more during morning meeting
after more than a year
next week meeting dah plan nk tunjuk work plan

3. Thesis...
wa...chapter 8 is back!
x jadi cancel
and Chapter 1 dulu x payah rewrite
selamat!
Alhamdulillah.....Alhamdulillah...

tapi...kecundang jua...gagal posa syaaban...esok cuba lagi...

berbelah bahagi
asik2 dok tinjau tiket ke norway
3-4 kali dok ulang alik travel agency
x jugak beli tiketnya

nak g ke xnak?
takut pon ade
smlm dok doa mintak petunjuk
'kalo pergi itu terbaik utk ku ya Allah...'
xde la solat istikharah pon
tgh cuti

tetiba mlm tadi mimpi
aku dah siap2 nak Norway
pastu blh tetibe tersedar
"eh, 18 hari lagi la nak g...."
terawal plk bersiap
siap beli beg baru
pastu blh teringat beg busuk aku
nak bawak beg busuk tu mse dlm mimpi tu
merepek jugak la mimpi tu

Bagun je..terus rasa..
'maybe ini petunjuk tanda aku patut pergi?'